your love is my drug :)

i wish that i still knew you like i used to in the old days. we had some pretty funny times, all of us did, even if you try to deny that i know deep down you know it's true. its hard to know how you feel about me, im probably the person you hate the most in the whole world. i cant even pin point why we arent friends anymore and i really wish i could so maybe i wouldnt feel so lost and confused. maybe one day things will be okay, one day ill just wake up and everything will be normal. if only.