So...

I wish I could find the words that I want to say about you.
I'm so mad at you.
Yet if you needed me, I just know I would come running.
It's like you have this power over me.
Complete control.
And that's not good.

Anyway today ended up being a good day. I didn't go to school, and I watched Wild Child on ppv. It was good! Also I saw you're name come up on my msn what's new. Yes! You unblocked me. This time I won't screw up, I promise. I had mac and cheese for lunch too that was also a high point to the day. And also I kinda felt a bit sick even though I wasn't, so I don't feel as guilty. Oh well school tomorrow. Now I'm scared.